I have much to share about the happenings going on in Japan lately. But for this entry I want to share about a story I heard at the last Circle of 12 gathering. I'm also going to intersperse some recent pictures for your enjoyment to break things up a bit. Most are from a beautiful rose garden I went to with a women's group from church.

Circle of 12 is a group that functions like a cell group or bible study. Each week it is held at a different church member or person who is interested in studying the Bible's house. Each week there are some regulars who attend and some who can come only when it is near their house, or held at their house. It's a great opportunity especially for people who want to study the Bible but are intimidated by going to a church, as well as for people whom it is difficult to get to church on Sunday mornings.

We usually begin with someone reading a short verse and sharing a recent realization or story from their life and a prayer. If there are any new people then we do an icebreaker question. We also sing a song together. There are always lots of little snacks and deserts, and of course tea and coffee. The main part is reading the gospel reading from the previous Sunday, and a leader guides discussion with various questions. Pastor Saito is usually there so he can help answer any questions about sections that are confusing etc. After that we close with prayer and enjoy lunch.

The last Circle of 12 I attended there were a few members I hadn't gotten to know very well yet. As I walked from the train station to the house (in the pouring rain) I got to talk with one woman who spoke English and lived in the US (which I had nooo idea until that day, I'd only heard her speak Japanese). She shared a bit about how she became a Christian at the age of 40 and is really praying that her husband and two sons would as well one day.

The other woman, who is 70 years old, had a really amazing story to share as well about becoming a Christian. She lived in the same neighborhood as Pastor Saito. Two years ago she was very depressed and thinking about wanting to die. So, she was pacing the area on a walk with her hands on her head. She happened to walk past their house and see the sign that said bokoshi, or pastor and thought "I think I am supposed to go ask him some questions." So she rang the doorbell and amazingly Midori, his wife was home from a day off of work.

So she invited the woman in for tea, they talked, and three days later was Easter so she invited her to the service. Well, she came to the Easter Worship and has been coming ever since then. Recently she was baptized and that day I think she prayed in a group by herself for the first time! It was really moving. She really enjoyed the study and kept saying that she really understood the scripture this time and was so happy.

It made me stop and think, why do they need me here if the spirit is just leading people to them already? But, I know that God is using me and the other missionaries here in many other ways. Sometimes, it's not to bring in new Christians, but just to support the ones who are new to faith. Sometimes it's just to teach English so that church members in the class have a chance to share their faith with the other students during chapel time or after class as they build relationships with them. Sometimes it's to plant a seed that someone else will harvest. Sometimes it's to give the church fresh ideas and probably countless other ways that I am completely unaware of right now.

I've also realized that it is foolish to get jealous of other people, other churches, other countries who are helping many people come to faith. It seems so obvious, but it's so easy to forget that we are not working for ourselves but rather God is doing His work through us. Therefore, anytime we hear a story like I did, or about countries like China where Christianity is exploding, we too can rejoice because it's accomplishing the same goal. It's more people who will join us in heaven and not be lost!